:: My Bleseed Life ::

recently feels more tired than before..too much things in my mind that i can’t handle..
everyone around me feels the same…too much problem….
when i was young..i wished i could grow up..have own job, own sallary, n own life.
but now, i have all i dream of..but where is my happiness??
finally i found out…only sum1 with a pure heart like children will find the happiness
coz they do everything without hoping sumthing return…
i do everything without hoping sumthing return from him..
but i do hoping he will love me forever n we will have a happy life forever
dun know what to say anymore… *sigh*
so tired…

me + him = BIG BIG PROBLEM
me + me = Problem
him + him = problem
*sigh*
dun know what to do…
sumtimes..really wish i can forget him easily…
but it’s too hard for me to give up on this relathionship….
wish i can forget him just in one minute :p
can i really forget n forgive him?
but i found out i can’t live without him…
he just like apart of me…
really can’t imagine how do i live without him…
wish that big problem will be dissaper!!!!
God pliz give me a way….