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December 31, 2006

Back ^^

Filed under: Daily Me — Didia @ 8:28 am

i’m backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk from my holiday hoahoahoa
Merry X’mas n Hepi Niu Year All………………….
telad banget hahoahoahoa abisnya kmr2 cuma sempet narcis ria plus belanja, belanja n belanja
smlm plg dr sing lgs ngobrol ma cc, tyus skg br sempet buka blog hoahoahoahao dah ah tar br crita2 liburan kmr

December 22, 2006

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y

Filed under: Daily Me — Didia @ 5:05 am

akhirnya tgl 23 ampe jg…..tp kenapa hati jd resah…*sigh*
wish we can find “sumthing” in this year holiday…..
taon kmr natalan ga separah ini :p masi bisa pegi nyari kado natal yg berupa sepasang benda
sejak malam natal itulha hubungan kami jd rada2 gimana ampe skg….
still can’t believe 1 years ago…..

jia yo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i musy move on.. dun become a foolish girl again…
holiday holiday holiday wish i can enjoy it….
hope so…
feeling so bad… T_T

December 21, 2006

Move On

Filed under: Me & Him — Didia @ 9:28 am

i think i must move on now :p to have a better future..
n maybe i really must move on…to let him feel more comfortable

i know it’s hard for me, n it’s hard for him too
but i should try!!! just in case we really can’t be together again….
i won’t become a crazy girl
i should prepare myself for d worst…..

December 19, 2006

Horrible Scent

Filed under: Daily Me — Didia @ 4:50 am

*liyik2 satu cowok*
“kok keknya g kenal ya??”
*sambil lliyik2*
“eh..keknya kenal deh..pernah liat dimana ya??”

*senyuman pelit dr cowok itu*
*bales dgn senyuman yg ga kalah pelit*
“DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!itu kan bozz gw yg tiap ari seruangan plus sering buat bete 1 ofis!!!!!!”
-_-’ bener2 deh..knp bisa yak g berikan seuprit senyuman itu…..
menyesal akuh mengingat kejadian itu…
bener2 ga sudi melontarkan sebuah senyuman x-(
horrible weekend……

December 15, 2006

Quote before sleep :D

Filed under: Uncategorized — Didia @ 3:36 pm

before u learn to love, u must learn how to forgive n forget…..

Hati ini…..

Filed under: Daily Me — Didia @ 3:25 am

*liyik2 kalender* H-8 lg mo travelling ke sg n m’sia…..
*liyik2 tabungan* maapkan dakuh ya bulan ini ga bisa membiarkan kamu merekah wkakaka
tetep harus diculik tuk ganti dullar n ringgit
drtd perasaan hati tak tega mau mambuat digit yg uda merekah itu kembali suram
*sigh* apakah bener g harus pegi travelling tuk refreshing?
apakah g harus tinggalin smua kerjaan demi g sendiri?
apakah g harus tinggalin bonyok?
bleh!!! feel so confuse…yg plg penting “apakah g harus keluarin duit sebanyak itu” wekekeke *peyit mode*
tp ga tau lha..drtd pagi uda atinya berasa ga enak aja….
mgk gara2 ktm ma makhluk aneh pas bgt setelah absen T_T
bah….smoga hr ini bs ku lalui dgn tenang…..
smoga yg g lakuin ntar bener2 bisa buat g lega….
adoh ati ini….knp drtd pagi berasa susah napas yak
berasa begitu sakit..
apa gara2 travelling, kerjaan n smoa bercampur aduk……

December 14, 2006

Hepi Wedding Day …….

Filed under: Daily Me — Didia @ 2:51 am

Hepi wedding day yah my dear best fren ^^ i know u’ll never read my blog hihihi n i know u’ve forgive me for not attend ur wedding party…
sorry i’ve lied to u, currently can’t tell u d truth. but sumday i’ll tell u dun mad at me….
just dun wish u worried ’bout me..n dun wish u’ll sad ‘coz of me *ceileiiiii* :p
but i still pray for ur happiness ^^ finally u’ve bcome his wife :p

still remember about 6 years ago *maybe* u came to my class and told me
“what would u do if ur bestfren in relationship with the guy u love??”
“it’s ok as long as she told me…it’s not sumthing i can control rite u have bcome his gf rite??”
“how do u know???” *silly mode*
“i only guess girl…but u told me just now u were in relation with him haha..gotcha”

i still can laugh just bcoz she used a innoncent face n silly question

“um…”
“dun worry..i dun angry at all i can’t force him to love me rite”
“really?”
“ofcoz…dun worry girl..coz i have a feeling dat he loves with u :p”
“bla bla bla bla bla” *conversation continued*

lucky girl, hav sum1 who really luv u…
wish i could find sum1 who really luv me too sumday…i know dat person will come

Hepi wedding day my dear best fren ^^

too bad, i can’t attend ur wedding party just bcoz my ego…
i wish i will give u d best smile..but i afraid i can’t do it..
coz i really need sumtimes to puzzle up my broken heart :p silly me ….but still i pray for ur hepiness ^^GBU

December 12, 2006

Miss him

Filed under: Me & Him — Didia @ 5:41 am

recently miss him so much…but can’t like before..msg him..hug him…
miss him so much……
miss him so much……
miss him so much……
miss him so much……
miss him so much……
miss him so much……
*sigh* can he teach me how to walk alone after 5 years he always by myside?
can he teach me how to live without him…..
feel so hurt even too difficult for me to breath

December 11, 2006

Tired … (Again??)

Filed under: Me & Him — Didia @ 6:24 am

can’t stop thinking why i can’t stop this feeling to loving him, to miss him, to care him, n to hurt just bcoz of him?last nite felt so hurt n couldn’t sleep. though i’ve tried to pursue myself to stop thinking that kind of feeling but couldn’t control it…

TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WO HEN LEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“loving someone is tiring and it hurts, but it’s not something I can stop”*sigh* maybe this is d answer why i can’t stop this feeling arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Congrats…

Filed under: Me & Him — Didia @ 6:19 am

Congratulation for ur best achievement

though this is not a big deal, but feel so happy for him…
good luck for u n ur career..
maybe i can’t always support u, but i know u’ll got d best coz God beside u…
GBU

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